Nothing to do.... Today is cold and yucky. Kriss has the car, but I wouldn't go out anyway. I've been studying all of our dental insurance options. We have to pick one today. I want Metlife, it has the best coverage and middle pricing. Plus it starts Jan 1st and I wouldn't have to wait a year to get my gum fixed. I know I couldn't wait. I've already waited 6 mo. now and it's starting to get really annoying. I'm so afraid it will need a root canal or something.
I feel like I'm always falling apart, well since having kids. I didn't think it would wreck my body like it has. After Alie, I have crohn's. Now after Xander, I had to get the gallbladder removed and that spot on my gum that is messed up. What next huh? I'd be afraid to find out what damage a third kiddo would cause.
I'm in a complaining mood. I am thankful for my kids and that is all that matters really. I guess I just feel bad though cause I know how much Kriss is hating the medical bills right now. I feel like such a burden to him some times. That's not completely my fault... he sometimes says things that make me feel that way. He always says things like, What would you do without me? You would be in such debt, blah blah blah. I know he is just stressed about it all, but it's not fair to take it out on me ya know?
I'm trying to look for a job that I can take my kids with me. That way I could work during the day. It would help out a lot too and hopefully the lil bit of tension would deminish.
OH, I am now a paid LJ member! Woohoo!! I decided last night I need to find a gallery type place where I can put all of my kiddos pictures. LJ seemed to have the best deal and since I'm here, might as well use it.
I discovered I like Boca (soy) burgers. Tried out the "All American" flavor one and I'm hooked! I'm never eating a real hamburger again! They taste kinda like "White castle" burgers to me. Now if only I could stop liking turkey. That is the only other meat I'll eat. I could be a vegitarian :) Some day maybe. I'm so close already. Not that it really matters....
I have so many orders right now that I'm playing catch up. It's a good thing though. I have to paint 4 tea sets and make 4 slings. Yikes! I guess it's officially the holiday rush. Too bad I don't stay constantly busy like this the whole year round. I'm excited though to have this many orders.
Xander is still teething like mad but nothing to show for it yet. Poor guy! He drools non stop. He is also rolling over much more now. It still seems unintentional, just happens because of the heavy head.
Well, that's it for my first post on Vox. Add me if you have one. I'm "nicolechan", go figure. ;)
